Diary of a tard

I decided to start a tard diary for myself for three reasons. Reason a) I need an outlet to spazz. Reason b) at least with this my blog will have an update at least once a week. Reason c) I can referred to my episodic spazz because I tend to forget the details.

The introduction

September 2013
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August 2013
week 2 | week 4

July 2013
week 1 | week 2 | week 3 | week 4   

June 2013
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May 2013
week 1 | week 3 | week 4  

April 2013
week 2 | week 3 | week 4   

November 2012
week 1 | week 2

October 2012
week 5

September 2012
week 3

August 2012
week 1 | week 4

July 2012
week 1 | week 3 | week 4

June 2012
week 1 | week 2 | week 3

May 2012
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April 2012
week 3 | week 4

March 2012
week 2

February 2012
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January 2012
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December 2011
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November 2011
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October 2011
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September 2011
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August 2011
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July 2011
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June 2011
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May 2011
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April 2011
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March 2011
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February 2011
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January 2011
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December 2010
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November 2010
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October 2010
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September 2010
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August 2010
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July 2010
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June 2010
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May 2010
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April 2010
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March 2010
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February 2010
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January 2010
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December 2009
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November 2009
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October 2009
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September 2009
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August 2009
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Palafuckqua

See... I had a thing going on for this guy who has been constantly in and out of my life whenever he feels like it. Not that I mind but it proved to be a hassle whenever he did show up.

Anyway, this guy (lets address him as A-Hole for the time being, for name's sake) was very charming. Personally I thought he's that way because he was lacking (a tad) in the look department as well as to make up for his rather average height. Luckily his charm rarely works on me since I know his game well enough to know that he's trying to shit things up.

He tried though. Oh how he tried. If one thing that is good about him, I'll say that he never gives up. A-Hole is a rather chivalrous fool. And I think he is rather cute like that.

Oh shut up me.

But anyway, I accidentally found out one day that he is in a relationship. Good for me right? No. Bad. Because he got worse. Maybe because he doesn't know that I know and I'm not going to tell him that I know. I don't want him thinking that I care because I don't. Sorta. So I pretend that I don't know and he pretends like he is not in a relationship. Fucked up, right? Very.

So I played his game. I'm good at this kinda of things, ya see. I'm just curious how long A-Hole can keep the tango going.

And it has already been a year. There's no sign that the music is slowing down. I think without neither of us noticing, we kinda get used to the idea that we're together, despite that I'm kinda together with someone else.

Living in denial ain't so bad after all.

Way to fucked up everything, I say.

Congratulation, klux!

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Light Writings: Prying eyes

I came across an interesting question in writer's block archive in LJ. It asked 'Have you ever read someone's private writings (journal, diary, email, letters, etc.) without their permission?'

*thinks hard*

No, I haven't.

Because I know I would be royally pissed it if it happens to me. I value other people's privacy simply because I want people to value mine.

I know people who pries on other people though. In fact some of my friends have a habit of doing so to their boyfriend/girlfriend or worst husband/wife. They have become the e-stalker. It is something that is beyond my comprehension.

I don't operate that way, you see. To me, trust is the most important thing in a relationship. I can honestly say that I will not lost it if my boyfriend decides to meet or start a relationship other girls just as long as I hear it from his own mouth. I don't get jealous nor do I feel the need for revenge.

My friends called me crazy.

Well, let just say that I am a big believer of faith. If things are meant to be, it will be. If it doesn't, meh try hard as you might he will still slipped through your fingers.

But that is totally irrelevant to the topic now, isn't it? LOL

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empty

There is not much going on in my life at the moment. Or so it seems.

Everything just went from plain boring to fucking dull. What happened in the past year has really taking it's toll on me. It's a miracle that I didn't crack my head open with a hammer.

The sad thing is, I know the cure for all these shits. I am also painfully aware of the fact that if I opted this 'cure', it will only hurts the peeps around me. My heart yearns for it by my mind is against it.

Damn it all.

If this continue, pretty soon I'll be reduced to a walking corpse.

Fuck you who inflicted this pain upon me.

Fuck it all.

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Hatsukoi Limited

"Have you ever fell in love?"

That's the first line of this series. It made me cringed. "Oh god, not another shoujo anime please!" I said.

However, despite that dreaded feelings, I continued watching the rest of the first episode and by the time the ED song was playing, I was hooked, thank goodness.

Hatsukoi Limited (literally means First Love Limited) is a story about a bunch of teenage school girls/boys who are exploring and learning about love. Sounds rather generic, isn't it? Well it is not. Let me explain.

Hatsukoi Limited is a well executed romance anime. It involved a complex love web. The complexities of those loves, paired with the personalities of the characters are what make watching Hatsukoi Limited such an enjoyable ride despite it being only of 12 episodes. Eventhough the comedy in Hatsukoi Limited was derived from the combination of it's characters, slapstick and timing, I didn't think any of my brain cells died. Everything is done seamlessly and things never get stupid for the sake of comedy which was one of the reason I take pleasure in completing it.

Hatsukoi Limited does not begin and end each story lines within one or two episodes. It moves and develops those stories throughout the 12 episodes. Like I said it kind of complicated with such a large casts but this anime managed to pull this one by introducing them and addresses them slowly and flawlessly without the needs to stress it out.

To captured the various aspects of a first love, this anime needs a large cast. Don't fret though because it is impossible to get confused. The overall plots will adapt you to each of the major characters' development. You'll love watching them grow and mature throughout the series. I was surprised to find myself rooting for Kei-chan and Kusuda-kun and thought Yamamoto-san and Arihara-kun made such a good-looking couple. The characters are extremely likeable (even I liked characters that I usually hate). They are also easy to relate to because none of them seems too fictious or fantasy-like. I'm sure once upon a time we have all been through such similar situation.

They are all sorts of love. The typical unrequited love to brother/sister complex that borderline incest. Although I won't consider Hatsukoi Limited as ecchi, there are still some fanservice moments for the guys. So you perverted out there can enjoy this one too! As for the girls, don't worry. You will have no problem enduring those moments because it didn't feel overly forced.

The OP and the ED are catchy but nothing special. As for the voice of each characters, they fit perfectly.

Since this anime was done by J.C. Staff, a well-known animation studio, it was to be expected that the quality of the animation was quite high and there was never a point where I spotted any inconsitencies with the character designs. They did an amazing job with the adaptation leaving me wanting more and completely satisfied. It also makes me all giggly and girly, which I definitely am not!

I'll end this review with it's famous catch phrase: "Are you in love right now?"

Art and animation 9/10
Sound 8/10
Storyline 9/10
Characters 10/10
Enjoyment 10/10
Overall 9/10

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Stuck

It's already half of year 2009.

Crap.

I'm still stuck without knowing exactly where I should go.

I'm screwed, aren't I?

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