Aku no Hana

It has been a while I got this excited for an anime. In fact, I can't remember the last anime that got me all worked out like this. Needless to say, I think Aku no Hana is a very awesome anime. I definitely recommended it to everyone.

A Year Older: Again

It’s that day when I got another level up in life. I’m turning a year older again today. So many things have changed in a course of a year. I read what I wrote on my birthday last year and I almost choked with laughter at how ridiculous everything sounds.

Goodbye 2012 and Hallo 2013

So overall, year 2012 has indeed been kinder to me. I have achieved what I set out to achieve but most importantly, I unexpectedly found love which is easily the highlight of the year for me.

Light Writings: Love II

I need an outlet to express how I feel nowadays. To be honest, things are going too good for me at the moment to the point that I am sort of living in fear for I do not want these extremely good feelings, and the love I have for him to end. If all these are gone tomorrow, there is a big probability that I might lose sanity.

Light Writings: Crush II

Welp, looks like we are having this conversation again after so many years. Well 2 years and 3 months to be exact. The last time I wrote about my crush, I was in a different state of mind where I know it can be nothing more than just that, a crush.

28 December 2008

how amusing... so I have to apologize.

well, meeting old friend always bring back memories. and oh boy was I not surprised with the things I've heard and learned tonight.

Damn man, if we both were not egoistic bastards, we would have been making babies like now! hahahaha oh wow, I couldn't stop laughing at that thought. Imagining mini you is too hilarious.

First of, dude, 4 years. That was how long we were in that shit and you still did not get how my freakish/selfish mind works? It is a wonder that you stuck with me for that long. I just have to pat your back and congratulated you. Job well done indeed. And forgive me, even if I have known the reason, the outcome would probably remain the same. There is no fucking way I let someone get away after fucking smeared me with that kind of shit. You see babe, I'm just too strong of a person and that in my opinion, why you could not be satisfied.

That and because I'm too independent and incapable of jealousy.

Fuck that noise.

If you didn't get it the first time around, meh... you won't ever get it.

But for real, forgive me for the heartache. I didn't know I was that fucking heartless. *chuckles*

19 December 2008

Anime: Winter 2008/09

These are the one I'm downloading:

Shikabanehime: Kuro
White Album
Minami-ke Okaeri
Zoku Natsume Yuujin-chou
The Tower of Druaga - the Sword of Uruk -
Asu no Yoichi
Bird the Mighty Decode: 02
Chrome Shelled Regios
Ride Back
Sora wo Miageru Shoujo no Hitomi ni Utsuru Sekai
Hetalia Axis Power
Afro Samurai Ressurection

The one in bold are the one I watch right away.

30 November 2008

Today is just not my day

So I started this morning with my neighbor's alarm blaring at 6:50am, waking the whole block.


If the alarm went off like every hour or so, just fucking canceled it. No one will take it seriously even if a burglar really went in and run amok in your house! Morons >_>

But meh, because I was forced to be up this early, I decided to do my laundry and since I'm hungry and could eat a horse (only the tail, I've small stomach ^_^"), I decided to make my lunch as well (yeah, I had my lunch at 9am. so what?). While cutting up the chilly, I somehow lose my grip on the knife that I'm holding at it pretty much peel off the skin of my left forefinger. Ouch.

Headache starts to build up on my temple.

Fucking goddammit.

But never mind that. I am going to meet up with my friends in the afternoon. That was something to look forward too.

So I get ready and went out early. About an hour early. The reason: I need to buy some books. So I bought the book and decided to wait for my friends at Starbuck: I can read, get my tea and relax. However, there awas this kid who keep looking at me while I'm reading, like in front of my face every 2 minutes. At first I was like, hey there wanna join me? hehe haha but after a while it wasn't cute anymore. He was just being damn right fucking annoying. I closed my book and was about to leave when the boy smack the back of my head and went away to his mom giggling. I was like, what the hell you fucking retard! Yeah, all eyes were on me by now. I faced his mom and said: your fucking son smacked my head and you saw it! The hell woman, learn to control your fucking kid! Heh, his mom gave me the look and closed his son's ear. Gah, I almost spit on her face!

The headache was at that moment having a fucking party in my temple.

I met up my friends, get into the movie and my phone started to receive text messages like non stop. These people and their great timing huh? So i put it on silent mode.

Movie ended and we started to leave the theatre. I feel like something amissed but it was probably nothing right? WRONG.

I lost my fucking phone. It must have fallen out of my bag when I stood up to leave the theatre. I went back albeit knowing it would be futile.

Fucking jeebus goddammit.

So yeah, not my day at all.

I'm going to continue my experiment for today. I'm going to have dinner with my friends later and see if my misfortune will continue. Lets hope it does not for the sake of my friends' well being.


29 October 2008

someone... fucking poke me please!

fucking jeebus. I am up to my neck with this fucking depression! and I don't fucking know what I am depressed about. Fucking hell!

the fact that I locked myself in my room for two consecutive days (fuck work) does not help at all. Good god. When did my life turning in to one hell of a fucking soap opera?


damn it.


... I need a dose of DMC T_T

30 August 2008

Independant Day!

Yeah... right. Its the eve of Merdeka.

It has been 51 year of Independence for Malaysia.

Instead of celebrating it with pride and joy, I just feel like there is nothing to celebrate about. The country has never been in such chaos as it is today. The economy, the rifts between the people, the political turmoil... everything is so fucked up. Almost every blog I visited has some sort of racist slurred and what not. Seriously people, what the hell?

The younger generations will take the opportunity to go out partying, getting drunk and getting smashed. None of them even care what is was all about anymore. The older generations, will sat in a mamak restaurant, talking about this side who prefers the 'back door' while at the next table, there's this pak haji talking about how this side has his son-in-law's balls to fan. Even worst, they somehow will throw all this shit back to Dr. M.

I for one had had enough.

I stopped visiting such blogs (chedet is the only way to go), and try not to listen to all this smart asses talking about corrupted political figures.

I am not going to wear my "happy mask" and go out to celebrate something that I don't believe in.

I call a mutiny!

And fuck I don't want Anwar to replace him either! Apa punya haram, dok kutuk melayu kat rally orang cina dan bila dah habis berucap boleh dok peluk2 cina.

Shiyal punya manusia.

Selamat sambut Merdeka, people of Malaysia!

Happy 51st Independence Day!

Yeah right >_>

24 August 2008

Anime: Fall 2008

These are the one I'm downloading:

Xam'd: Lost Memories
Earl and Fairy
Shikabanehima: Aka
Yozakura Quartet
Clannad: After Story
Tales of the Abyss
Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae
To Aru Majutsu no Index
Gundam 00: Second Season
Kyou no Go no Ni TV
Skip Beat
Rosario and Vampire Capu2
Mouryou no Hako
Ga-Rei Zero
Vampire Knight Guilty
Ef - a Tales of Melodies -
One Outs
Mitchiko to Hatchin
Junjou Romantica 2
Nodame Cantabile: Paris Chapter

The one in bold are the one I watch right away.

09 June 2008

Sauber first win!

It was a historical day for Sauber fans around the world. Not only the team wins their first race today, it was a 1-2 too!

I have been a fan of Sauber for 14 years so yeah, I have all these emotion welling up insides me atm. I have tears in my eyes, stupid smile plastered on my face.

Immediately after Kubica crossed the chequered flag, my phone was rained with calls and text messages from people who knew of my affection towards this Swiss-based team. All are genuinely happy.

It was so worth it losing sleep watching the race at 1am and continue with work till morning.

I refused to be British and say the win is due to Lewis stupid mistake (what a n00b) because it was not. Kubica drove superbly all weekend and drove out of his skin during the second stint to make sure he gets in front of Heidfeld, at the same time securing the maiden victory for BMW Sauber F1 Team, for Poland and for his F1 career.

I was hoping for Heidfeld to score Sauber's first win but it just so happened that Kubica driving style suited the car better than him so I'm not going to take anything away from Kubica. The Pole has done a damn good job all season so far. I will pat him on the back when I see him.

I am a proud Sauber fan.

Thank you Peter.

I am so gonna wear my Sauber and BMW Sauber attire for the whole week! *craze*

Note: Mario deserved a mention too. He has done a lot for Sauber and has done magnificently for the team to reach this far after only three years taking the team over from Peter.

07 June 2008


Someone pointed out to me that I look different today . Not physically but the aura definitely is not from the usual me.

I just smiled and said he needs to see me more often.


The so-called aura that he was referring to was simply the effect of me reading a manga or watching an anime.

It just so happened that I was hooked on Amatsuki and can't stop grinning from ear to ear whenever I think about Bonten and/or Kon. Then I get my weekly dose of Bleach with Aizen god-moding while chibi Gin making my nose bleeds.

He ought to see me now though. I look like crap because I just spoiled myself with Sas-Gay knowledge *vomits*

Not to mention that I'm pissed about Gaara getting kidnapped by the Akatsuki (what? I just picked it up >D)

So yeah, anime and manga pretty much dictates my emotions

as well as my hard drive...

06 June 2008

Oil price

The fucking government has done it again. The increased is from RM1.92 per liter to RM2.70 per liter. A raised of 78 cents per liter.

The people must prepare for increased in electrical bills and other consumer goods, services and luxury goods as well.

Fucking retarded when they can afford maintaining the subsidy and decrease it gradually. They are flushed with money! 70billion annually from Petronas, not to mention the profit from plantation companies and banks. Yet they are dumping all their fucking problems to the people when in fact there are plenty of other ways to mitigate against the negative effects and lessen the burden of the people.

Floating the Ringgit has proved to be the beginning of a downfall for Malaysia.

Congratulation FuckLah for being the first retarded PM of Malaysia that has sold his soul (as well as this country) to the devil. What the fuck happened to your election campaign banner when you first run for presidency eh? What ever happen to 'HAPUSKAN RASUAH'? I think you need a bullet hole in your head to help you remember.

23 May 2008

Sensitive Pornograph

My friends came over the other night for dinner. They got bored after dinner so they browsed through my 200GB worth of anime including the DVDs. They came upon an anime titled Sensitive Pornograph. Being GAR men as they are, they quickly assumed it was hentai. Being a cunning bitch myself, I let them assumed whatever they want.

I told them that if I were to let them see that anime, they have to sit through it till the end. Being morons that they are, they didn't stop a minute to think why was I so adamant about it. Ah, I love these morons...

So I locked the door, bat in hand and press play.

The very first minute they saw it, they were howling with disgust and begged me to stop it. I said not a chance. They wept.

Somehow they survived the first part of the anime. Came the second part, the howling was replaced by gagging. It proved to be too much for GAR men like them to handle but I still did not move an inch from the door.

Two of them ran to the bathroom to puke right after the 'hot scene' ended. The other three just sat there in silence. I have scarred them for life.

Now they dubbed me the queen of evil: must be avoided by all GAR men at all cost.

However, they can't seem to stop talking about it. I just got a call from one of them wanting to borrow it. They gonna torture their GAR friends as well.

My wings of evilness has spread.

I cackles.

12 May 2008

Anime: Summer 2008

These are the one I'm downloading:

Birdy the Mighty Decode
Chocolate Underground
Blade of the Immortal
Natsume Yuujin-chou
Strike Witches
Yakushiji Ryouko no Kaiki Jikenbo
Antique Bakery
Mahou Tsukai ni Taisetsu na Koto ~ Natsu no Sora ~
Telepathy Shoujo Ran
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu
Ikkitousen Great Guardians
Angelique Abyss: Second Age
Takane's Bike
Detroit Metal City

The one in bold are the one I watch right away

21 April 2008


It feels like the whole of my body system has shut down for the past couple of days. The only thing that ain't defective is my brain that seems like it runs on auto-pilot, finding its own way to recharge. I've been watching anime/reading manga non stop ever since I woke up. Surprisingly after 2 series of yaoi (one which contain the most graphic yaoi I ever seen - which provided endless lulz), I feel considerably well.

This made me realize that my brain may be defective after all O.o

05 April 2008

Malaysian footballers

The reason and inspiration for this entry is because of Ntale. So here goes my ranting on our national footballers (soccer).

1. They sucks
2. They sucks

They are the scums of the earth, the disgrace of my country and should be shot to the head for even calling themselves footballers as if they deserved the title.

If you think I sound bitter, that's because I am. We (Malaysian) all are!

They are spoil bastards that gets all the richest they can get and screw up on doing the only thing they were paid for: play football.

They have no discipline. They have no knowledge on sport science. They are overweight. They don't do exercises. They always came up with excuses to skip practice. They rejoice when they get injured - because they won't have play then. How fucked up is that?

And when ask why they lack of stamina when they are playing, this excuse were the common one: they are shorter compared to their opponent thus can't run as fast and takes a lot of stamina.

Don't laugh. This is true. Which is sooooooo fucking retarded!

Wright-Phillip is short but I don't see him having problems with his stamina *insert rolleyes icon*

Our national players are known for the wrong things: drug abuser, womanizer, club hopping... you name it, they do it.

At MSN, we do bleep test (a test to measure sportsmen fitness level) and they were mostly below 5! For a normal athletes, 10 is the minimum number. Wayne Rooney is 13 but he's extraordinary. Imagine that... Below 5 for supposedly national footballer! How fucking pussy are they?

They are spoil by the administration (FAM) who have no clue of how to manage a football team and are so full of themselves, they refuses to take any valuable advices.

For example, Allan Harris (former Chelsea player) was the coach for the team from 2000-2004. After four years, he left the club feeling disgusted with the attitude and the lack of commitment that he received from the footballers. He was succeeded by Bertalan Bicskei who after one year terminated his contract because he was disgusted by the FAM ways of doing things. But no... the FAM still blame the coach for the stinking results (we were once beaten by Thailand 11-0 ><). They tried to lure in Guus Hiddink but Hiddink is not stupid and rejected the offer saying that they are no hope left for the Malaysian National Team unless both willing to changed their mentalities. How embarrassing was that?

There was a time when Malaysian football team is the pride of our nation though. A time where the "Tiger" was a force to be reckon with. A time where Malaysia and South Korea were the two main rivals in East Asia. These was when I was around 9-10 years old.

Now, I am embarrassed to associates "Tiger" with the Malaysian Football Team.

Seriously if I have a gun and killing isn't a crime, they are the first of the few people that I will shot and having no qualms about it. Bush comes in second.

So there ya go. Now you know that our footballers sucks big time.

The end.

p/s: I don't have problem with our local player who play pretty good for our national cup. I just have problems with our national players

31 March 2008

True Tears

"Because I gave my tears away"

That line made me a fan of this anime and of that character.

This anime is brewed with drama, angst, romance and cuteness. It would have been perfect if I am the kind of girl who loves the normal typical love story. I don't. Nevertheless I still love it. It reminds me of Clannad and Kanon, minus the comedy. There are several scenes that would make you cry a river.

There are three female leads who typically chase after one male lead. It might be considered as a harem but don't let that discourage you since it was well written. The anime takes a rather different approach in dealing with the multi-layer relationships and since they only have 3 females instead of >10, the relationship between the characters are intricate, fragile and well developed.

Throughout the episodes, you will see Shinichirou (the male protagonist) trying to choose between three different girls; Noe, Hiromi and Aiko. Noe is the odd girl whom he met at school. She is straight-forward and managed to pull that naievity persona without being overly cute and obnoxious. She is the catalyst for some of the important occurence in the anime. Hiromi is the girl Shinichiro has a crush on since childhood. She lives under the same roof and have to endure the sneerings from Shinichiro's mother. Aiko is the girlfriend of Shinichiro's best friend, Nobuse but in truth she gets together with Nobuse because she wants to get closer to Shinichiro. She, as far as Shinichirou is concern is not in the equations.

So like it said, the relationships are very complex.

There can be two outcomes for the ending of this anime. Either you love it or you hate it. I happened to be the later. I cried my eyes out watching the final episode of True Tears because I was so fucking disappointed and pissed beyond believe.

Before anyone asked why, let me just tell you that I is a Noe fan and totally hate the fucking whore Hiromi. But there was a consolation I guess with the near-missed incest ^_^

I approved of the incest, Noe. Forget about Shin-thefuckingwhore-chirou

oh yeah, before anyone flipped out, the reason I compared True Tears with the likes of Kanon and Clannad was because despite everything, I fucking hate the ending.

I love both the OP and ED of the series though. I love Eufonius so that is a given. Reflectia remains my all time theme of all time.

Art 9/10
Story 8/10
Character 8/10
Sound 9/10
Enjoyment 8/10
Overall 8/10

30 March 2008

Ghost Hound

Whoa, it has been a long time since I update this region. No, I didn't mean my region. Sheesh!

I just wanna share this with you peeps about Ghost Hound.

If you love Jigoku Shoujo, you gonna love this one too. Personally I think it was better, in term of its art however to be fair they do have rather different story lines.

It is about three different kids who have suffered from different traumatic events; Makoto, Tarou and Masayuki. Because of that, they are now have the ability to traverse the “unseen world”. You might want to forgive the slow-paced few minutes of the first episode. Once the plots start to unravel though, it would not stop till the climax. The anime tells the story of trauma,mental disorders, possession, out-of-body experiences, the afterlife, etc. The people deal with all these circumstances differently based on what they believed in which allows us to see a few different point of views, either scientifically or spiritually. There will be question marks hanging above your head on several occasions, especially with the terminology shit but don't fret. It will becomes perfectly clear once explained. Just make sure you pay close attention to the details.

The characters are nicely designed, well rounded and will fascinate you with their vivid personalities.
Everyone will find a bit of himself in some of them. Personally, I am a fan of Makoto but found myself more like Masayuki.

Oh here comes the best part.

Prepare to be creeped out because you definitely will. The appearance of the ghosts are so random, they'll fucking give you goosebumps. I watched the anime with the lights on. Even when I'm done with the episodes, I'm too scared to turned off the light. It just gave me the feeling like the ghosts were just waiting to pounce. That's how fucking downright creepy they are. The great sound effects do not help one bit either. It will certainly turns you into a paranoid for a 'lil while especially if the tune got stuck in your head, like it did with me.

So yeah, like I said, this anime is made of awesomesauce. Nothing is overdone and everything flows perfectly.

This anime is for people who loves and are very appreciative of horror, mystery and psychological series because if you are not you might think of it as a waste of time. It's your lost, dumbass.

Also as a reminder, this anime is definitely not for the weak-hearted.

Arts 9/10
Sound 8/10
Storyline 9/10
Characters 9/10
Overall 9/10

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