The day is about to end. It has been 30 years and 18 hours since I was born in 1981. My life has been filled with ups and down and after considering everything, I think I got it good.
I wasn't born on a silver platter, instead I was born with a cleft-pallet. What the fuck is that? Google it you dumbass. I got my first surgery to correct the defect when I was 8 months old. I got another surgery when I was 7 years old. This time for my left knee. For some reason the joints weren't hooked right. At the end of last year, I was diagnosed with tumor on both of my breast. I got rid of the one on my left and since the right is benign, I just let it be. It was nothing serious but at one point, it crossed my mind that I could probably ended up as flat-chested for real *facepalm*
I hope my health would be better from now on. I need to gain a few more kilos as well though I doubt that it will reach 40kg. I'll be happy with 38kg. As for getting any taller, I have given up on that one. 5 feet 2 inch is quite a nice height, don't you think? Also, I am still keeping my chastity belt on.
I have wrote quite a lot regarding my jobs and my dreams so I won't bore you with the same shit anymore. This time I want to write something that has to do with my horoscope because the subject fascinates me. If you can't do the fucking math, Neptune and I are best of friends, which mean I am a Pisces.
(c) steel eyes
According to the line-up of the planet and shit like that, personality wise I am supposed to be understanding and affectionate, which I am. I like to believe that I am easygoing as well. I'm sure my friends could attest to that because I can adapt to any type of situation and personalities. Even though I might not look like it, I do have an aura of quiet empathy otherwise my friends won't be coming at me with their problems. So overall, I think I am quite a nice person after all.
But don't be fooled. Most Pisces have two different personalities. The person you met is not necessarily the real me. I might be your neighborhood's serial killer. It's not like I'm faking it but I only open up to certain people. We are also very creative people and often have big dreams and even wilder fantasies. Sometimes, the line between fantasy and reality became blurry and I feel like fish out of water. It happened more often when I was younger. Nowadays, I try to be a realist although that doesn't stop me from fantasizing. It helps get the creative juice flowing because I need it in my line of work.
Just like any other Pisces, I am a sucker for romance (but not shoujo, the irony). I still believe in the conventional ways of falling in love and shit like that, an expect an extra-ordinary kind of love (anime influence, no doubt). I know I treated my boyfriends like crap but that because I don't really feel any real connection with them otherwise BAM! I would have been swept of my feet and I'll be doting and loyal as fuck. Who is the lucky Cancer is the million dollar question at the moment.
2011 is supposed to be a good year for Pisces and so far it has been quite true. I can't fucking wait for Spring to come because according to the horoscope, money is going to fall from the sky. Hopefully it would be the sign I need to start with my patisserie project.
and with that, I'm signing off because I'm too sleepy to continue.
Happy 30th Bornday, klux
