A year older. Again

It’s that day when I got another level up in life. I’m turning a year older again today. So many things have changed in a course of a year. I read what I wrote on my birthday last year and I almost choked with laughter at how ridiculous everything sounds.

Last year I was content. Well, not anymore.

this fanart has nothing to do with this post

Isn’t it irony knowing that at the moment, as I sit here, in my new temporary office, while my colleagues are all busy with their own things, some aren’t even here, that I failed to see what kind of future awaits me. It used to be so clear to me, of what I want in life; the dreams, aspirations and what not. Well, that is no longer the case.

As I found myself through the unexpected journey of love, it seems like somewhat I have lost myself too. It confuses the fuck out of me. It is definitely something that I am not used to. I am so used to be full of confidence and often not give a fuck about anything, especially things that are related to the matter of the heart.

Funny isn’t it how a person can change all that?

The reason why I feel so lost is for the simple fact that I can’t seem to picture my future without that person in it.

Cliché as fuck but fuck it it’s the fucking truth.

So today I am forced to rethink shit through. I am not getting any younger. Can I afford to be oblivious to the rules of the world? Can I afford to waste any more time pinning my hope for someone that may never reciprocate my feelings? Should I continue living so recklessly, devoid of any attachments?

Well, if that makes me happy, why the hell not? :)

 I am just making sure that I won’t live a life with regrets burdening my conscience. Who knows, a year from now I might be laughing my ass reading this shit again.

They say 32 is the perfect age for wisdom. You have amassed plenty of life experience but not to the point that you crap in your pants.

 Did you also know that 32 is

a. a code word for Cock Block
b. a meeting place for gay people
c. a sexual position where the penis becomes hard in preparation for homosexual sex

 LOL I bet most people don’t know that.

om nom nom can I have you as birthday present? =3
(c) oldxian

Happy birthday, me :)

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Goodbye 2012 and hallo 2013

Well, guess what? Mayan fucked up their calculation. We are still breathing and the world hasn't ended.

That was bad news for few people I know but for the rest of us, life goes on because at the end of the day, it really does goes on no matter how fucked up the day has been. The outcome depends on either you don't give a fuck, or give it one fuck too many. Mine is almost always the former.

But yes, lets talk about 2012. How did it goes? Has it been kind to you? Did you manage to achieve everything that you set out to do when you make that New Year resolutions?

Yes.

Having said that, the first half of my 2012 went by like a blur. I can't remember most of the details except that I completed my certificate at Academy of Pastry Arts Malaysia earlier than expected (in February instead of April), I opened Scrumbtious outlet in March, went to South Korea in April, quit my job, is diagnosed with some shitty cancerous shit, and then... what? LOL

I quit my good paying job in order to re-joined JOHO in June. If it wasn't for the passion and my love for them boys, I wouldn't have done it. This decision wasn't approved by many for obvious reason but meh, fuck it. There will come a time though when I will decide when I have had enough. Even more so now that the Shell deal is on and when you have to deal with a prick day in and day out.

It is also because of JOHO that I ended up having no time for animu or writings nowadays. It's a bit sad but I'm not complaining for I gained so much more in real life. I fell hard for a crush of mine in June, a month before my scheduled wedding hence I broke off the engagement. Unknowingly he has saved me from making the biggest mistake of my life so to him I'll be eternally grateful.

The best part of 2012, apart of finding myself through love - unrequited it may be, was all the getaway trips I went to. It's the company that matters to be honest so thanks guys for joining me on my madness. I used to do a solo trip before but I am not sure if I can do that anymore nowadays without feeling too lonely. This is why I have a feeling that 2013 will be awful, whats with Jebat is no longer here. FFFFF-

The people I am close with said I have changed. Well, I guess I did but not so much that you won't recognize me. Then again, I have not a clue what changes did they see because as far as I'm concern, the changes are subtle and only those involved knew what. Having said that, I doubt the person involved even know about it because that person doesn't know me that well to begin with. I allowed that person to see the side of me  that nobody, not even my jerks or Jebat, got a chance to see. As for the rest of them persons, I let them made their own assumptions and thus they all think I'm beyond saving. Meh, it's not like I give a damn about their opinions anyway. 

So overall, year 2012 has indeed been kinder to me. I have achieved what I set out to achieve but most importantly, I unexpectedly found love which is easily the highlight of the year for me.

I wish I could say that I want the same shit for 2013. I can't though. The thought of a new year is already draining me. For whatever reason I am not looking forward to anything. I have no new dreams, nor wishes. It sort of left me hollowed. So at the moment I failed to come up with any resolutions, or rather I don't really give a fuck anymore.

All I know is this, I will live a life of no regrets. I said what I needed to say and will continue doing what I want to do. Even if the outcome is unfavorable, at least I took a chance rather than wondering of the what-if.

So 2013, come at me bro.

I'm ending this post with this quote: "look for love but do not trust hope"

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Light Writings: Love II

It has been a while since I write anything personal. I guess I just need an outlet to express how I feel nowadays. To be honest, things are going too good for me at the moment to the point that I am sort of living in fear for I do not want these extremely good feelings, and the love I have for him to end. If all these are gone tomorrow, there is a big probability that I might lose sanity.

I have always been better at expressing myself when I put it in writing. Writing is constant, real and something that I can rely on to when everything else fails. I hope I won't miss anything though. Then again, I can always write some more.

(c) TCB

Lets start by me telling you guys that this feels so new to me. I have been in relationships before, four to be exact in a span of more than 10 years. In average, each of my relationship lasted 4 years. It's a freaking long time, of which were not wasted as it made me grow as a person and made me appreciate what I feel and what I have right now even more.

I told you guys about my crush back in July. 4 months have gone by since then. I thought that my crushing on him will probably disappear as it did with my previous crush but instead I found myself just falling deeper for him as the days go by. Not that I am complaining... heh. I have also talked about love and what I think of it. It has changes slightly, how I feel, but in my opinion, those are extra added flavors to make it even more worthwhile.
 
In my previous relationships, it was always the guys who approached me, and they are all my bestfriends that ended up somehow as my jerks. Given my personality, I can understand why was it only those who are close to me ended up liking me because to be honest, I am someone that you might be having a hard time to understand. If you  asked me, I still have no idea what made them like me in the first place LOL.

The person that I thought I am in love with, well, turned out that was just me hallucinating. Or perhaps I did love him once but it sure didn't last. When he came back, I quickly realized that I have fallen totally out of love with him. There were nothing between us, we both know we won't make the other happy hence why I broke off the engagement few months before we were supposed to get married. I let everything go because in a way, I have found new love.

Or you can call it a crush if you want.  I don't particularly care. I know what I feel and that's all that matters.

In my previous post about love, I said that I don't get jealous. Well, not anymore and fuck I seriously hate that feeling. It is so fucking tiring. But as the Malay proverb goes, cemburu tandanya sayang (translation: jealousy is the sign of love), I guess it is sort of true. It's stupid though and I don't have any control over those feelings. I can however pretend that it doesn't affected me at all. Pretend is the key word because at the end of the day, it still hurts.

Karma is a bitch I guess. I often disregard my jerks when they said they were jealous XD

Friends who are close to me keep telling me how I have changed and I admit that indeed I have. It is something that I cannot control. I'm pretty much powerless. I am still me though. I just want to assure my friends that my resolves are not that weak.

Those friends know me as a socially awkward person. I hate people in general except for the special few who I regard as my friend. I preferred to stay in my room watching anime and reading books instead of hang out with my friends. 

Not anymore I don't. Part of it comes from my line of work but most of it because I enjoy the company I am with. I just have so much love to give that I feel it is a waste if I shy away from him. After all, I am the kind of person that take challenges by the horn. I just need to gather up my courage before I do that though.

Why the long wait? Well, I have to be sure and I have never been so sure in my entire life. Whenever I think about my future, he's in it and it makes me goes "FUCK GET OUT OF THE WAY!" LOL but it won't work. I can't imagine my life without him in it anymore. The fact that I now have hopes is not good. Hopes lead to expectations. Expectations lead to disappointment. Disappointment leads to fear. I am trying hard not to let all of these lead to suffering that spawn out of anger and hatred.

This might sounds like I'm putting so much pressure on him but like I said, love is supposed to be selfless and I still believe that. Love is something that you cannot force after all. Lets not forget that I am a big believer in fate as well :)

The reason why I am writing this post is simple. I feel vulnerable.

Me being me, I hate that.

Oh well, lets hope that this love story of mine has an incredible ending that isn't cliche.

To be continued...

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Light Writings: Crush II

Welp, looks like we are having this conversation again after so many years. Well 2 years and 3 months to be exact. The last time I wrote about my crush, I was in a different state of mind where I know it can be nothing more than just that, a crush.

So many shits are at stake and me being me, I let everything go. And I do mean everything, for the sake of entertaining this crush I have.

It all started almost a month ago. One day he's just a kid that I don't give a shit about, the next moment he's this prince charming that I just can't seem to resist at all. If that wasn't crushing, I dunno what is.

datfeel >////>

The timing really sucks though because I am supposed to get married like... this Saturday (LMAO I am not even kidding about this). 7th July 2012 is the date my jerk has picked for our wedding day but since neither of us give a fuck, we made no preparations at all. I think I was saved by the bell, or in this case, by this new crush of mine. 

This is real story bro, I am NOT making this up. The relationship between my jerk and I, it's pretty complicated, and only we understood how it worked. First of all, it's a long distance relationship (like most of my relationship are) since it's convenience for both of us. When I said we don't give a fuck about each other, I totally mean it. We met once in every 2-3 months. You figured that we would talk on the phone a lot right? Well, NO. We are both married to our work and that's that. I don't even care if he has an affair. I understand that man has needs.

And thus, he understood that I have needs to be fulfilled too.

So we broke off the engagement. Well, at least I did. Since I realized I have this crush on this guy, I have completely fallen out of love with my jerk. Instead of putting more effort into that relationship, I rather entertain my feelings for this guy. It's reckless as fuck but I know if I don't do this I will regret it and I don't do regrets.

I am not oblivious though. Given my age, there's nothing much I can do about this crush of mine. I understand the risk involved and I don't expect him to reciprocate my feelings either. Like I said, I have no expectation hence I won't be disappointed. I have calculated and am mentally prepared for everything. Besides, if it is just a crush, and I leave it be just like that, it will wear itself off as the time goes by. That was what happened to my first crush as well.

This is so mature of me, right? XD

I am not sure whether or not he knows. I think he knows otherwise he wouldn't lead me on. Urgh damn shouta, playing with fujoshi's heart...

But damn I missed him in all of my waking hours and let him in my dream when I'm asleep. I understand why girls give up their virginity now LOL

Crushing is bliss. It makes me feels like a teenager heh but I'll keep my chastity belt on. That is not negotiable.

p/s: So I guess you can't be in love with two different person at the same time. I tried but failed.

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It's the end of our journey

I set my alarm clock at 2.35am. That gave me 10 minutes to be fully awake for the Euro2012 semifinal game between Germany versus Italy. I have high hope that Germany will meet Spain and kick their asses to make up for their lost in the World Cup.

But then their defense were sloppy as shit for the first half which allowed Italy to score 2 goals. Obviously by then they start to be defensive.

There goes my hope... crushed.

But the game itself was entertaining as fuck. 

fap-bulous

And I'm writing this post before the game ends. There is still a chance that Germany might win this (argh fuck I'm still hoping) but even if they don't, I still love them till death do us apart ♥

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Aniblog Tourney Final 32: The Yellow Bracket

Apparently the aniblog tourney is still going on strong, albeit them taking a hiatus to solve the proxy problems (or whatever) with the poll. And so here I am finding myself in the final 32 and I'm in the Yellow Bracket. Honestly I never thought I made it this far. I made it past Round 2 beating Oiishi and Seventh Style anime blog. Then came Round 3 and I thought for sure that I will be booted out in but I underestimate the power of my readers/stalker/spammers... I ended up as runner up which wasn't bad at all.

I said that I don't give a damn about the tourney but since I have come this far, I feel like at least I have to give an effort to try and fight for this round of the tourney. I think I owe that much for those who have voted for me in the last two rounds.

So for this round I am up against Lost in America, a strong opponent, of which I just heard and knew about after the last round. They kinda have a landslide win against the rest of their opponent. I mean, even Scamp ended up as runner up. So really, I don't expect to win against such blog.

But if you still vote for me then I sincerely thank you. THANK YOU.

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THAT milestone: 1 million

I noticed a few days ago that I will hit that 1 million hits mark in couple of days and that day is today, or more accurately this early morning when I was asleep. I said to Justin that I probably won't write any post since I have totally no idea what it is that I am supposed to write. He then reminded me that at the very least, I should say my thanks to all my readers, my stalkers (I doubt I have one) and even the spammers for contributing to this somewhat special milestone in my blogging life.

So here I am doing just that.

THANK YOU. TERIMA KASIH. DANKE. 谢谢.SALAMAT. MERCI. ありがとう. MUCHAS GRACIAS. ขอขอบคุณคุณ

(c) pixiv id 1934663

Because Justin was right. If it wasn't for the readers and stalkers (and spammers), who keep coming back, I would have probably given up blogging and it would have broke my heart because I love to write. What is the point in writing something when no one bothers to read it, right?

Writing this post sort of gives me an idea of the content that I want people to read and understand. I guess I will take the opportunity to write the third part of my "About me" section: klux as a blogger, albeit it being a short one.

I am conspicuous. I'm blatant as fuck and I write what I want to write. I write about anime, books, politics, random ramblings, formula one and everything and anything else that I fancy. I am not writing any of my posts to please people, except on one or two occasion when the post is obviously directed to someone. I expect my readers to be respective of my opinion, just as I will respect my readers' opinions. But if you don't, don't expect me to give a fuck. Sounds fair isn't it?

But most of my readers must have known this. Yeah... moving on...

Coincidentally, as I hit this 1 million hits mark, my blog is up against 3 other blogs for round 3 in the aniblog tourney. I expect to be the last of the 4 blogs but surprisingly, I'm doing pretty good. I guess I underestimate my readers and so I want to apologize. Thank you for the votes.

LOL this is embarrassing when I said I don't give a fuck about the tourney anymore ^/////^"

Whatever right?

I'm ending this obligatory post.

/end.

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My Top Ten: Sexual Fetishism

On December 11, 2010 I was bored with nothing much to do so I ended up writing a note on facebook and started a personal project of which I challenged people to ask me anything (personal or anime wise) and I will answer them by listing a top 10 answers. I have done with quite a few already;  the most famous obviously being the best sex position post and whether or not size matters.

As you can see, a year has passed and I still have quite a few questions need to be answered. I promised the people that I would be candid with my answers, and truthful and be just that I did. You are all still welcome to ask questions though and I will eventually reply to it in my top 10 format because as of now, I'm starting phase 2 of this Top 10 challenge.

This question was asked by my husband Glo.

"Sexual fetishism, or erotic fetishism, is the sexual arousal a person receives from a physical object, or from a specific situation. The object or situation of interest is called the fetish, the person a fetishist who has a fetish for that object/situation." - Wikipedia

I don't think I have that many fetishes. I can identify one but that's about it however I am not going to back down from this question especially since it's from Glo so I took a few hours of my busy time to look back at all my favorite characters *.jpeg and see if they have something in common and finally found some.

Bear in mind though that this list does not limited to the anime world only. Let's get on with it, shall we?


1. Megane

This shouldn't come as a surprise. As far as I can remember, I have always been attracted to male characters wearing thick-rimmed glasses. Maybe I have a thing for nerdy type of male or maybe they just look so freaking delectable when they wear them. Or maybe it's the illusion that they are smart people. I don't care really. I just know that I ALWAYS have a b0nar for these characters, and this applies in real life as well.

Oh gawd *ALLTHEFAPS*
(c) pixiv id  971741

2. Twin (male)

Whenever I see a twin in an anime, especially when both are males, the BL sense in me is always tingling with excitement which mean, I expected hot bloody incest. Of course there won't be unless I'm reading a yaoi but I can always let my imagination runs wild and thank goodness apparently I am not alone. You just have to search the image boards to find that they are actually quite a lot of sick minded persons out there - just like me - who puts their drawing talents to good use. I like to take this opportunity to thank them.

one of the hottest twins
(c) CK

3. Gray/white hair

Guy with white hair (applies only in anime though) turns me on like no other. I mean, if you look at my list of top 10 favorite make character (of which is non-existence at the moment), you will see that it is dominated by guys with white hair: Ichimaru Gin, Sakata Gintoki, Accelerator, Zero, Akise Aru, Allen Walker and... well I think I've made my point. I'm not sure exactly how the color of their hair makes me sexually aroused but yeah, it totally does.

(c) pixiv id 2069765

4. Crazy-ass-bat-shit-insane

The insane-r they are, the better. Case in point? Okita Sougo from Gintama. He's unpredictable and when he gets serious, HE GETS SERIOUSLY CRAZY-ASS-BAT-SHIT-INSANE. That's what I like the most about him. Plus you can see how he hungers for blood and other people's misery. I love it. Does this makes me sadistic? If so, so be it. Yuno from Mirai Nikki is the female version of him to an extend. In order to be that kind of insane, I think they need a bullet-proof confidence and I sort of admire them when it comes to that.

(c) CK

5. Zanpaktou/katana

Maybe because I love shounen anime, and have always been attracted to awesome characters like Kenshin, Mugen, Shiki, Yuu Kanda and perhaps all of Bleach's characters, that I find people holding a katana looks so awesome and easily turns me on. It's that sleekness of those blade and their sheath, so smooth and so made for killing (Kenshin would disagree)... it's too damn sexy!

6. Wrist watch

This is a real life fetish. I have a thing for wrist watch. I collect them as well. When it's pretty and something of my fancy, it gets me excited which clouded my judgement which consequently makes me has a crush for the guy who wears that watch. It's as simple as that. So I often bought my jerks (read boyfriends) wrist watch as a security that I won't fall for other guys TROLOLOL. This fetish could be the result of me hating anyone who isn't punctual and just like the megane, it gives me the illusion that whoever wears them are punctual persons and punctual persons are hot.

Ginpachi sensei is such a teaser ♥
(c) pixiv id 2352119

7. Blood

I used to decide whether or not I want to watch an anime based on the amount of blood in that said anime. For example, Sword of the Stranger does not only have katana and awesome fights, it also shed lots of blood in that movie which easily makes me fap non-stop. At first I thought that the act of violence itself turns me on but after I saw what Caster and Ryuunosuke did in Fate/Zero confirmed that it wasn't. Thank goodness. I think it's the idea of blood being shed for the sake of fighting for something that gets me all excited and such.

(c) Mochinue

8. Bishounen of different era

Which mostly means bishounen from the Sengoku Era. It has a lot to do with their attire and the way they behave. They are seemingly more respectful and somehow still have the "I-am-gonna-kick-your-ass" attitude. Besides, these characters must have some sorts of weapon on them ready for a fight and I find that rather alluring.

(c) Amama

9. Long, lean body of half naked male

I will be honest. This fetish developed because I read yaoi manga and then watching shounen heroes. They all have that kind of body and that gives me an instant bOnar. This also makes me more attracted to real life male with that kind of body instead of some buff buffoons that looks like he's the heavy weight champion.

(c) Shibue

10. Kimono/hakama

Thanks to my obsession with Japanese not too long ago, I find their culture fascinating and hence their traditional attire as well. It makes them look unique and their origin easily recognizable. And then there are fanfics that makes my imagination run wild as they peel off the kimono/hakama layer by layer. I thought it is incredibly sexy and so damn hot. Oh gawd just thinking about it makes me blush XD

(c) Air-bird

Welp and derp. That's all. I don't have any weird fetishes like feet or ears like that so I think I can be considered normal... Am I not?

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Aniblog Tourney: Match 37 - A threesome

It's my turn already?

LOL and here I am scrambling to write a decent welcome post for the newcomers. Well... Welcome folks.

I am the only one from round 2 who will have a threesome with the past winners from round 1. Threesome is always fun~

and yummy!

I'm sure you guys are well-verse enough with the world of blogging so feel free to browse this blog of mine. I won't be pretentious by writing a lengthy post trying to persuade you or shit like that. If you decide to vote for me, thank you. If not, then you better vote for Oiishii.

Oh and just as a reminder, don't forget to vote for my husband Glo for tomorrow's match. In fact, while I'm at it, allow me to convince you to vote for my favs. Click this please.

Thanks for taking the time to stop by. Hope to see you again.

p/s: oh before I forgot, I'm curious to know if I am the only blogger from Malaysia who is in this tourney?

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What kind of anime fan am I?

This is supposedly the second part of "About me" section. I have already described - or at least my friends did - how/who am I in person. I am sure you are an intelligent person to read between the lines. The conclusion is: I'm awesome as fuck. Heh, problem?

That section doesn't actually describe me as an anime fan though. So here I am making an attempt to figure out exactly that.

So what kind of anime fan am I? I never really asked myself this question before although I did encounter it a few times at other blogs. It sure got me thinking. In order to figure it out, I have to ask myself a few questions. I don't know how this will help answering that question but let's just do it anyway.

(c) krnkr721

First of all, I know for certain that I am the kind of anime fan that is easily influenced by either the characters or the originality of the whole story/plot. I wasn't that picky about story line when I first started watching anime because at that time, all anime that I watched were new to me. However as years gone by, the lack of originality becomes quite apparent and we are served with one cliche shit after the other, especially when it involved moe, ecchi and shoujo; three of the least favorite genres of anime for me.

What drives me as a fan?

Nowadays I can say for certain that I am a character driven fan. Whether or not I will enjoy the show now depends heavily on the characters. If there is even one character that I fall for, be certain that I would probably continue watching the anime albeit the story. Please take note though that when I said fall, I mean me falling head over heels in love with that said character and not just merely liking them. They motivates me like no other, not even a 3D, can. Through this, I also find myself shipping the characters and will invest a lot of emotions into those shipping as well.

What kind of characters I am in to?

I guess it is because of my personality but I am always attracted to strong-will and feisty female characters. If you look at my banner up there, you see four of the fives female characters that I have such high regards for. The other one is of course Shiki. As for males, the range is quite expandable and flexible. I love characters like Sakata Gintoki to Ichimaru Gin and everything in between except for a wuss-good-for-nothing characters.

What kind of genre that gets me excited?

8 years ago I would say shounen in a heart beat since two of my gateway anime are shounen. Since then however I have watched and read all kind of genres, even those that I am not a fan of, from mecha anime to yaoi and everything in between. As I mature as a fan though, I found myself switching genres. Thanks to Gintama, I now appreciate wicked witty humor. Any other anime that has even an ounce of Gintama awesomeness is good enough for me. The recent example would be Nichibros. Uncharacteristically for me, maybe, but I also enjoyed slice-of-life more so than any other genres nowadays. They are often time that brought something different to the table, something that I have never seen before, or was executed differently and brilliantly that it moved me. They also contains somewhat real emotions that I can relate to and sometimes, even hit too close for comfort. But if there is one genre that always gets me excited, it would be yaoi. No explanation needed.

What am I looking for in an anime?

My ideal anime would have three things: bad-ass protagonists, original storyline, awesome visual. (1) When I said bad-ass, it doesn't have to be RAAAWWRRRR I AM GAR! but rather he or she is great at doing what she does. A touch of vulnerability as well to make them feels human. (2) originality is always good in my book but I understand how hard it is to come up with something original which is why I appreciate their effort even more if they managed to do just that. (3) So far there are few production studios that awe me with their ability to provide stunning visual and it's one of the reason why I mostly enjoyed their anime more so than other studios. In my opinion, that set them apart from other studios.

How many anime am I watching at the same time?

I used to watch more than 30 anime at the same time when I was a hikki back then. Nowadays, I would consider myself to be extremely lucky if I manage to follow 3 anime per season. That is just how drastic some changes in my life are. I am constantly feeling bad about this but I am well aware that there is nothing much I can do about it. With age comes responsibility. FUCK.

What kind of traits do I have as an anime fan?

Hmm let see... (1) I hate dub. I can't stand watching any dubbed anime. This does not mean that I think Japanese seiyuu is superior. I just think that anime should stay Japanese. (2) I used to be a figuretard but because I keeps getting busier by the day, I have stopped buying figures because what's the use if I don't have time to appreciate them? (3) YAOI FTW!! (4) I buy anime DVD that I love but  I do download anime fansub because well... it's free. Call me a cheapskate and see if I give a fuck. (5) I guess that makes me a fansub elitist? (6) I often wish I am an anime character (7) I write fanfic

Do I have any fetishes resulted in watching anime?

Too many to count on both hands but the most prominent one is the development of megane (glasses) fetish. It even affecting my real life as I keep finding myself falling for the next guy I saw wearing a thick-rimmed megane. It just makes me heart goes doki-doki. HHHHHHHHHNNNNNNNGGH!

Does watching anime affecting my real life?

Yes, yes it does. It plays a big part that dictates my emotions in daily basis. It opens up endless possibilities in order for me to survive mundane everyday life.


And that's all folks. I can't think of any other questions that I should ask myself. Having answered the questions above, I am still unsure of what kind of anime fan I am. Having said that, I think I could draw a conclusion albeit not as accurately as I want it to be : I used to be an avid hardcore fan. Now I am in between casual and hardcore fan. To explain it in one sentence- I am a character driven fangirl who loves shipping and probably will get a bOnar at every single thing that excites me in anime.

Yep, that sounds about right ^_^

What about you?

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Light Writings: A Poetry ~ Jangan Ketawa

So, I was reading a book by Zahiril Adzim titled Bogel Menuju Tuhan to kill time at my shop today. I was impressed by this actor. I never knew he is this talented. Too bad he is taken already. Anyway, long story short, reading his works gives me the urge to write myself. I was looking for pen and paper but since both was scarce, I started writing using Twitter as my medium. It end up to be a short poetry, dedicated to girls in general. Despite what the men say, the power is ours if you are steadfast and brave enough to recognize it.

this image has nothing to do with the poetry other than me trying to emphasize girls power
(c) pixiv id 236676

I tweak it a bit from the Twitter version. It is in Bahasa Melayu. I decided to call it Jangan Ketawa (Don't Laugh).

"Bukan ke kita bercinta?" Tegak aku ditanya. Pandang dia aku tidak. Tidak sampai hati membohongi. Ah sial, kenapa selalu begini?

Tak henti mendesak. Akhirnya aku kalah. "Tak biasa" jawab ku pendek. Eh dia gelak?

Aku tak nampak apa yang kelakar. Yang aku nampak menambah rasa menyampah. Kang ada aku anggap sampah.

Dulu ya memang aku cinta. Dulu ya memang aku sayang. Kini? Hanya rasa jelek. Benci tidak tapi apakah ini? Aku tidak mahu dicabuli.

Mana hak aku sebagai perempuan? Bukankah kau yang patut pertahan? Ini tidak, makin kau pijak dan hancurkan. Jauhkan.

Sudah. Aku kata sudah. Yang haram jangan kau halalkan. Aku bukan begitu. Aku bukan mainan. Aku ada agama dan pendirian.

Bebaskan.

Scrumbtious/Mr. Kombi
6.29pm
3 May 2012

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50 Questions Meme

The aniblog tourney has served it purposes, or at least to me it has. Thanks to it I managed to find few good anime blogs that I have never heard of before and came across some topics that are interesting and fun. One of them is the 50 Questions. I have no clue who started it (oh I do actually. It's Ace Railgun) and since it has been a while since I last wrote my meme post, I thought that I should adapted his idea and write my own post about it. It is non-original but I don't give a fuck ^_^

Questions About Anime

1. Who is your favorite male anime character?

Only one? Fuck this is hard. *thinks* It is always a toss between the two Gin: Ichimaru Gin and Sakata Gintoki. Can't I pick the love child of these two?
 

Oh my heart ♥

(c) Riya

2. Who is your favorite female character?

I always have an instant bOnar when it comes to Kuchiki Rukia. There is just something about her that makes me go hhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnggghhh all the time.

3. What is your favorite anime soundtrack?

I have to pick Fade to Black soundtrack, the third Bleach movie.

4. What is your favorite anime opening + animation?

Whenever someone mention an anime soundtrack, there is only one song that automatically played in my head and that is the opening song for Kannagi - Motto☆Hade Ni Ne! by Haruka Tomatsu. This is the only anime song that I have no problem standing up and dancing to like a moe girl that I am not.

5. What is your favorite anime ending song + animation?

The animation was simple - Rukia holding what looks like a red ribbon. It's the Bleach ending song for episode 1-13 by Rie Fu titled Life is Like a Boat. One of the most memorable anime songs for me.

6. What is your favorite anime scene?

That moment when Kyon realized just how important Haruhi is in his life, as he desperately searching for her in The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya movie.

7. If you could meet an anime character who would it be?

Haruhi Suzumiya. Since we both have a lot in common, who knows if maybe I could influence her to make some changes to the world.

8. What anime character is most similar to you in terms of personality?

Oh? I just answered this question indirectly for the previous question. But I think I am a cross between Haruhi Suzumiya and Kuchiki Rukia. Both are temperamental, feisty, independent as well as bitchy at times but we have our soft side, especially when it involved the people who we cares about.

9. What is your favorite thing about anime?

The characters and few other reasons.

10. What is your least favorite thing about anime?

Lately there is lack of originality in anime. It is all the same cliche shit being repeated over and over again. But all hope is not lost though. Some anime, though still having the cliche plot, managed to make it exciting, heart warming and downright mesmerizing and awe inspiring.

11. Who are your favorite anime couple?

My ultimate anime couple has to be Ichigo and Rukia. I have invested a lot of emotions for these two characters.

ICHIRUKI 4EVA ♥
(c) Rui

12. Who is your favorite anime animal?

Raigomaru from True Tears (Thanks Owen!)

13. What anime would make a good game?

Kara no Kyoukai series with Shiki ALWAYS wearing her yukata. She can has her power up and such as she solves mysteries and brutally murdered the bad guys.

14. What game would make a good anime?

I don't play game. The only games I knew are the real life game like Chess, Monopoly etc. Oh! We can have an anime about Chess!

15. What was the first anime you ever watched?

Dragon Ball. And then Bleach. You can read the chronicles of my gateway anime here.

16. Do you think you’ll ever stop watching anime?

Who knows but if I can help it, I won't stop watching it even when I have lost all my teeth and my hair is white. It would be rather fun sitting with my grandkids as I told them about the classic anime like Sakamichi no Apollon and Kara no Kyoukai movies.

17. What is your favorite genre of anime?

My favorite genre is quite diverse. I guess comedy (the intelligent one like that of Gintama) and perhaps slice of life with a touch of romance in it.

18. What is your least favorite genre of anime?

Hmm... my least favorite huh? It's either shoujo or ecchi. I really can't handle any of this genre well. I always ended up raging at how ridiculous everything is

19. Are you open about watching anime with people you know?

Yes, I even watched anime with people I don't know, like when I was on the plane and I watched them on my computer which eventually peak the curiosity of the with strangers beside me. I used to watch anime with my dad though. He still borrows my shounen anime DVD once in a while

20. Have you ever been to Japan?

Not yet.

21. What anime was the biggest let down for you?

True Tears. It also made me raged like I have never raged before >=(

22. What anime was better then expected?

Hyakko. I couldn't get enough of it and so I continue by reading the manga.

23. What is the best anime fight scene?

I've seen a lot of fight scenes in anime since I love that kind of anime to begin with but the fight scene in Sword of the Stranger are among my favorites, quite probably at the top of the list.

got me fapping every single time. Fuck yea

24. Who is your anime waifu?

Kuchiki Rukia among many others.

25. What was your favorite video game as a child?

Super Mario

Questions about me

26. Most Embarrassing moment?

When I called up this guy who I have set my eyes on, and bluntly asked him if he wants to marry me. It worked out though. We dated for a year =3

27a. Can you drive?

I'm the designated driver for everyone I know lol so yeah I can drive. I have my license since I was 17. That's 14 years ago.

27b. Do you own a car?

I don't need my own car. My family has three cars and I can use which ever.

28. Are you mature?

Err... yes.

29. What year were you born?

Ninetheen Eighty One

30. Do you prefer cats or dogs?

I'm not a four-legged animal lover

31. Describe yourself physically

height: 5'2"
weight: between 35kg to 38kg
awesome as fuck

32. What would you name your first child?

Aisha for girl and Hud for boys. If I could have it my way, then it would be Klux the second and so on.

33. What is the worst injury you have ever had?

Does breast tumor considered as an injury?

34. What is your worse habit?

Shaking my legs whenever I sit down

35. Do you drink or smoke?

Nope and nope but I'm surrounded by heavy smokers so I could die before them from inhaling that darn smoke.

36. Do you have a tattoo?

No, I don't

37. Are you a morning person or a night person?

A little bit of both

38. Have you ever slept past midday

No. Not even when I'm sick and bed ridden. The latest is at 10am

39. Do you regret anything?

I regret for not choosing literature for my degree. I have no idea why the fuck did I end up taking IT. Having said that, I have managed to do whatever I have set out to achieve in my life so in the end, I guess I have no regret.

40. Can you count the number of friends you have on one hand?

Yes and I like it that way.

41. Do you wear glasses?

YESH! and I have a fetish for megane too, especially the thick-rimmed megane. It makes my heart goes doki-doki

holy fapping goodness!
(c) pixiv id 397547

42. Are you a picky eater?

Yes, I don't eat anything that taste like garbage.

43. Would you die for someone?

Yes. I would die for my future children.

44. If you could have any superpower, what would it be?

I have been asked this question so many times before and I have different answer for each of them. This time I want the ability to absorb teleport, which is not limited to places but time as well.

45. Do you believe in the supernatural?

If you are talking about ghost etc yes because I've seen them with my own eyes.

46. Would you rather be rich or famous?

Whoever chooses famous is retarded.

47. Have you ever committed a crime?

What kind of crime are we talking about here? >=3

48. Pirates or ninjas? Time Traveler or ghost?

Ninja that time travel, you mofos!

49. Does someone have a crush on you?

Yes, because someone just said that he likes me the other day  ^_^

50. Are you in a relationship?

Unfortunately for me crush, yes, I am in a relationship at the moment T_T

And that concludes the meme. If you end up reading all of it and is bored out of your skull at the moment, don't expect me to apologize. Problem? Come at me, bro

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+1UP

I'm 31 today. Another year has gone by yet I'm not sure if I'm getting any wiser. I like to believe that I am since experience is the best teacher in life, or so they said.

Comparing this day to last year, a lot has changed. Last year, I was holding one job with plenty of time to spend on my anime and other useless shits. This year however, I would be extremely lucky if I managed to squeeze one episode of anime in a week.

Sacrifices were made in order for me to achieve what I've set out to do. Few of it being my time for anime, blogging and basically writing in general. I'm not happy about it but think that I will have plenty of time (and monies) later to enjoy what life has to offer for me. At the moment, it seems like the path to success is kind enough to let me pass and I shall not recklessly abandon it.

I am thinking of letting go both of my editorial jobs so I can concentrate with my business. Even more so since I am preparing for the opening of the gas station as well. These two babies are my own so naturally even when I'm tired as fuck, it gives me plenty of satisfaction.

Speaking of babies, I asked in yesteryear who could my Cancer prince be and seems like I have found him. It's progressing as it should. We both live 3 states away from each other and are both busy as fuck with our own lives. It is perfect. LOL

If everything goes as plan, by the time I reached 32, I will be the owner of scrumbtious and a Shell gas station, as well as engaged.

Life has been kind to me for the past year and I'm grateful for it. Hopefully it will be kinder still for years to come.

Happy birthday, klux.

if only my friends would have done this :3

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scrumbtious outlet

There is a reason why my blog has not been my priority as of late. As I have said here and here, things are really busy for me. Third month of 2012 and most of the shits planned for my resolution are coming to fruition. It's faster than I had imagine it would be. I feel like I'm living on a fast lane at the moment while the people around me move in slow-motion.

I just received a call today that I have passed the first interview with Shell for the gas station. 4 more to go and the second one is already scheduled on 15th March 2012. Got to be mentally prepared for that...

And then, there's the big news of me finally opening my scrumbtious outlet on Sunday, 4th March 2012. It was a small pre-launching joint-event with Mr. Kombi Cafe & Kopitiam. I prepared few cakes, cupcakes and treats with only 2 cakes for sale that day. The event started at 6pm and by 9pm my cakes are finished/sold out with 3 more hours to go. Needless to say, I'm quite happy with how things turned out.

I am also quite thankful for the support and love that I got from everyone who personally came or to those who sent me their regards from afar. It made me realized that I didn't waste my time on the internet for nothing. LOL

Thank you.

Here are some pics taken of my scrumbtious outlet during the opening.

To my fellow bloggers who just so happened to be in Johor Bahru, do stop by :)

address:
55 & 56 Jalan Ibrahim
80000 Johor Bahru
Johor, Malaysia

facebook page: facebook.com/scrumbtious
blog: scrumbtious.blogspot.com

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February sucks

So, for some reason, my anime activity during February always comes down to zero... none... nada. The same thing happened last year but it was because I went traveling and took a vacation from my not-so-busy life. However this year, the reason why I haven't watched a single episode of anime for 2 weeks was simply because life pretty much raped my anal.

Not a single fuck was given that day
(c) Shell

As most of hardcore anime fans would have agreed, a life without anime is suffering especially if you have a blog that pretty much revolved around anime. You can see it slowly dying in terms of the number of readers you had per day. It's dwindling.

Sad as it may be, I have no options at the moment. I have to concentrate on my 3 jobs and if that's not enough, I received another good news regarding my plan to open the gas station. I have an interview about it tomorrow (read: today) at 2pm. I spent the whole day today running around to prepare myself for this critical first interview. There are four more interviews after this in order to ensure my cousin and I are eligible enough for them to invest 10 million on us.

Imagine the preparation.

I will eventually catch up to the season's anime. There's no way I'm not watching nichibros or Kill Me Baby, as well as the other backlog anime from previous seasons. All I'm saying is, I won't be able to update this blog as frequently as I used to do.

Hopefully comes April, things will be under my complete control again.

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Valentine

Dear my love,

My view about the Valentine's Day still hasn't change. I couldn't care less about the day to celebrate loves and what not. I still stand by what I wrote back in 2007. I understand that you are allowed to go overboard with it otherwise it wouldn't be called a celebration but it still doesn't make sense to me.

Affection doesn't make sense to me.

I feel suffocated when my boyfriend (either past or current) starts showing his affection towards me. I know it's the logical thing to do when you are in a relationship but for the life of me, I just want them to act like they normally would. Please... I bloody know how to take care of myself. I will eat when I'm hungry and will sleep when I'm sleepy. If I missed you, I will let you know. I don't need you to tell me constantly what you are up to. I know the distance presents a challenge but I trust my man 100%. I don't even care if you want to meet other girls as long as you tell me about it. I'm that open-minded when it comes to relationship. It's not that I don't love you but I have my own ways of loving you.

But no... apparently men want attention too, especially from the girl he is in a relationship with and yet they whine when girls do the same thing to them.

Let me breath for fuck's sake.

Unless I'm legally yours, I will not tolerate this shit.

Please don't make me fall out of love with you. That's the last thing I want to do and if you know me, you know it's not the hardest thing for me to do.

Sincerely,
Your girlfriend soon to be waifu ♥

*faps*
(c) Norita-chan

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An update

A month have passed since I wrote my resolutions for 2012. Needless to say that it has been one hell of a tiring month both mentally and physically. I'll tell you why in a minute. Before that, let it be known that I am dropping all the other anime this shitty season except for Another and Daily Lives of High School Boys. I have to do this because I can't afford watching shit when time is a constraint.

Alright then, here comes the update of my life. I doubt anyone is interested but who the fuck cares. This is my blog after all. I answer to no one.

bat shit insane: this is basically how I feel every single time every day

First of all, it looks like there is no way that I can get out of or decline the editorial job. They have been hunting me down non-stop about it. I am incline to decline because I've foresee how crazy my life would be once I accepted it, regardless of the benefits or the boost to my career, because at the end of the day, I know I want to enjoy life and accepting this offer definitely not one of the way I thought I will be spending my 30's. However, since this is a major project that involves lot of monies, if I said no, it will affect the people who have been working their asses off trying to secure this job. With that said, I'll be starting this February. Oh fuck. It's already February...

And then there's that old job too. I had a meeting with them last night and because I am such a kind hearted person, I am easily persuaded. I think it's crazy holding two day jobs at the same time but the best thing about these offers is the fact that I don't have to go into the office to do my work. Of course there will be occasional meet up and what not but it won't be so stressful.

Problem is, procrastination is my worst enemy and one that I can't defeat easily. The lack of discipline will affect my work. Having said that, I've done this before (that's how I got to be a hikki in my early 20's) and I know it's not impossible. I just need to smack myself a few times when the dateline is approaching.

Oh, I accepted my friend offer so I'll be handling the dessert and pastry parts for his cafe which mean I have a much stronger platform for scrumbtious. The shop is underway and is scheduled to be opened in the middle of February. I am fairly busy (no duh!) right now trying out new recipes and building up material to strengthen the brand name.

My first thought was declining both day time jobs offer and focus on scrumbtious but now I end up doing all three jobs at the same time.

If that is not crazy I don't know what is.

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The fucker is free and the Meleis continue to be stupid

This post here is nothing but a rant on shit that I (and Malaysia) have to tolerate and deal with today. Mostly this post will bash the Meleis (read: Malay) who are just so fucking ignorant when it comes to common sense. So if you are Meleis and you are butthurt, well, the chances are, that fucker of a politician might had sodomized you and got away with it.

Yep, you know what I am talking about. Even my friend in Australia knew about the fucking protest that took place. Needless to say, I am embarrassed for being a Malaysian and mostly being a Malay today. If that was all why we are in the news for, then damn it, wake up and smell the fucking coffee, or in this case, shit.

this is me
(c) Chama

this is what I want to do to those Meleis

People always mistook me for being a pro-Government. Well, listen up narrow-minded fuckers, I am not. I didn't vote during the election because I don't have faith in the Government that we have now, nor the opposition party leaders, ESPECIALLY the opposition party leaders. If I was at the age of voting when Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad was still the Prime Minister of Malaysia, then I will, by hook and by crook, voted for the Barisan Nasional/UMNO. Sadly though, his successors are lacking in more ways than one and I am not that forgiving. You see, if I'm pro government, would I write this or this?

Having said that, I do believe that at least with Barisan Nasional and UMNO, they are doing it for the people of Malaysia and for the country. I don't fucking care how corrupted they are as long as the people are taken care of; Kids are getting their education, the locals get their job opportunity, etc. I mean, lets be real, no matter who you are, once you have the power and monies, you'll be corrupted anyway. It goes both way, for the government and the opposition. If Meleis can't fucking see this, they have been brainwashed by some fucked up ideology sprouted by their leader. And then ask this, have you ever bribed or took bribed before, not matter how small it may be? Chances are you have, so SHUT THE FUCK UP. Stop trying to be a goody two shoes.

Anyway, lets get back to the point. The fucker is found not guilty of sodomy. I don't even care about the verdict to be honest. It goes to show that Malaysian judiciary remains independent. At the end of the day, it was his personal business with God. This doesn't mean that I truly honestly believe that he didn't do it because he fucking did. It just that they don't have enough evidence to put him behind bars. Seriously, I am surprised that most Meleis are still so stupid as to believe that he's the fucking straight guy who is loyal to his wife. It was obvious from the sex scandal video (last year) that it was him and yet these moronic Meleis still want to believe that their leader is a fucking saint. And yes, he fucking fuck men in the butt as well. I want to say something against his wife/family but I'm not writing this rant for that purpose so I'll omit that.

So he's free and he fucking has the nerves to said that the court has no other choice but to set him free in order to ensure that Prime Minister Najib reputation abroad won't be tarnished. Huh fucking what? So this is about the politics then, and it has nothing to do with you fucking a men though it is against Islam, which supposedly to be your religion, nor does it has anything to do with you redeeming yourself to your family and wife? This is just to rally more Meleis to do more moronic protest for your own personal sake?

What is worst was the fact that Meleis fucking did a protest/celebration for this fucker. These Meleis who always pride themselves to be more Islam that the rest of the Malaysian Muslims who supported the Government. Sure, he was free of all charges, but like I said, where the fuck is your common sense? Didn't you fucking see what he has done the people of Malaysia? After the Independence, we are a peaceful country, with it's people from different races living in harmony. Then this fucker was charged with sodomy back in 1998 and was found guilty (there was also another reason why he was stripped from his position but I won't say anything about it here (feel free to contact me if you are curious)) and suddenly Meleis are divided and Malaysia was in chaos with protests and demonstrations on the street. People started being racist and what not and we took a step back as an independent country. If he was a fucking man who is responsible for his country and his action, he would have went with head held up high and assured "his people" like a real gentleman would. But he did not. In fact he put more oil into the fire and created an inferno. Divide and conquer. Sad to say that he was successful because some Meleis just can't think for themselves.

They have no qualms slandering Najib to be a womanizer etc though as if they ain't doing all those shits. This fucker will go around the world talking shit about his own Prime Minister/Government/Country and instill more hate for Malaysia. And yet all these morons think he was a fucking hero. Fuck it, these Meleis make me fucking disgusted to be Malay.

The sad thing is, while this fucker did all these, the foreigners and the other races in Malaysia just sit back and laughed at Meleis own idiocy. Why wouldn't they be happy about it? They didn't have to do anything. The Meleis are doing everything to fuck themselves.

Good news for the gays though. Lepas ni nak kawen pakai tanjak takyah pergi Dublin. If you are caught, just rallied the stupid Meleis and shouted "God is great". You'll be pardon by the people.

Inilah Melayu tuli.

/rant

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Welcome 2012

With 2011 out of the way, it's time to welcome the new year, the year where the world is supposed to end. Fuck that though. Instead of worrying about shit that mortal men made up, lets just live our lives the way we fucking want it to be. No regrets.

(c) Oldxian

2011 has been sort of kind to me and I hope 2012 will be even kinder. It certainly looks like that from where I am sitting at the moment. Just few days ago I got several offers regarding my career path, all in the same day. I can hardly believe my luck.

The first offer is as an editor for Iskandar Malaysia. I don't think I can say anything about the project just yet since it was still confidential shit and what not. I am kinda not sure about this one since I was trying to have a more flexible working hours and having to come up with at least 60 pages of shit to write every month would probably means late working hours and thus, limited anime time. I'm in dilemma. Having said that, this is one hell of a golden opportunity. To be involved in such project would be a great boost for my career.

The problem lies with the fact that I am trying to get out of that career path and venture to a new one which is why I am taking the part time classes at the Academy of Pastry Arts Malaysia. If everything goes according to plan, I'll get that certificate in Pastry and Bakery Arts in April. With that certificate I was planning on opening up my own pastry shop. Though I initially planned on having opening one this year, I changed my mind. This because the capital will be used for my other plan which is opening a gas station with my cousin. I am hoping with the return of investment, I'll be able to open scrumbtious pastry house by 2013.

In the mean time, I will strengthen my branding for scrumbtious which lead us to my second offer. A friend of mine is opening a cafe in the middle of Johor Bahru town soon. I talked to him in passing about my plan for a cake house when we met several months ago. I was quite surprised when he called and asked if I am interested to supply the desserts for his cafe, granted that I can used my own branding. It won't even required a lot of capital since I only need to prepare for the equipments that I need at the cafe like the chiller and a freezer. Needless to say, I'm interested as fuck. I don't even need to be there, just supplying my goods daily. I think that I can do this as a part time job but if I were to accept either one of the other two offers, will I have time for it?

How I imagine my pastry shop would be like
(c) koyori

And that's my first resolution of 2012: establishing the brand scrumbtious and made it known to the public.

Now, on to the third offer: I can get my old job back at JOHO. They are expanding and since I have been with them since the beginning, they feel like I should be there celebrating the success of the company. I am honored but because I know the amount of work that I'll be subjected to, it quickly drained my excitement. I quit because it poses no new challenge for me. I got bored. However from what I've heard, the company is going places in 2012 which mean I might get to learn something new as well. I must admit, it will indeed be fulfilling to be with the guys to reap the fruits that we sow together.

At the moment I am still undecided which offer will I accept. The only person that I can confide in is not around. I have a week to think it through though. Plenty of time to come up with a decision and excuses. Can this be another new year resolution? I think not.

Speaking of resolution, I am no longer give a shit about love and relationship. I have had enough and since I don't give a damn anymore about being a mom, men can fuck among themselves. 17 years of love going down the drain and I don't even shed a tear. If he wants to come back, he better crawl on all fours and show me how god damn sorry he is. That should teach him a fucking lesson for taking me for granted. I can't believe that I have fallen out of love with him. Never thought such day would come.

I guess I am truly single now. inb4 my waifus
(c) Enami Katsumi

My second resolution for 2012 is to be actively writing again. I don't mean writing posts for blogs but finishing my books, or at least one of them. I hardly update anything in 2011 which is inexcusable. It's not like I wasn't inspired but rather I let the laziness/procrastination consumed and eventually killed my desire to write. I will try to at least get one chapter out per month. Earlier last year, I made Wednesday as writing day. I think I should resumed that tradition. Easier said than done though because if work didn't get in the way, anime and yaoi will.

I would also like to be more wise and have more discipline and self-control when it comes to spending my monies. I should be extra careful now that I have projects and plans underway. And thus ladies and gentlemen, this is my third and last resolution.

That should be all. My consumption of anime should not be interrupted. The same goes for maintaining this blog. Doing both provide me with constant fangasm and fapping moments. They are part of my life and something that I have been doing unconsciously, like breathing. Part of this is thanks to to the awesome aniblogsphere community.

I am in a happy place right now and is very content regarding of where I am at this stage of my life. I hope nothing will disrupt the tranquility that I feel at the moment.

(c) Hombre

Lets hope this time next year, the world as we know it still exist.

Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012. Happy New Year everyone ^_^

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