Dear my love,
My view about the Valentine's Day still hasn't change. I couldn't care less about the day to celebrate loves and what not. I still stand by what I wrote back in 2007. I understand that you are allowed to go overboard with it otherwise it wouldn't be called a celebration but it still doesn't make sense to me.
Affection doesn't make sense to me.
I feel suffocated when my boyfriend (either past or current) starts showing his affection towards me. I know it's the logical thing to do when you are in a relationship but for the life of me, I just want them to act like they normally would. Please... I bloody know how to take care of myself. I will eat when I'm hungry and will sleep when I'm sleepy. If I missed you, I will let you know. I don't need you to tell me constantly what you are up to. I know the distance presents a challenge but I trust my man 100%. I don't even care if you want to meet other girls as long as you tell me about it. I'm that open-minded when it comes to relationship. It's not that I don't love you but I have my own ways of loving you.
But no... apparently men want attention too, especially from the girl he is in a relationship with and yet they whine when girls do the same thing to them.
Let me breath for fuck's sake.
Unless I'm legally yours, I will not tolerate this shit.
Please don't make me fall out of love with you. That's the last thing I want to do and if you know me, you know it's not the hardest thing for me to do.
Your girlfriend soon to be waifu ♥
15 February 2012
Dear my love,