motoGP 07 trip

Punya la kepenatan gila. Dah la malam tak boleh nak tido, kepala kusut gila. Pulak tu hari semalamnya baru ada drama hebat terjadi. Pergh, hidup hidup....

Around 7 bertolak ke rumah F/O. Biasalah kalau dah janji pukul 7 pukul 7 la cik sampai but si bangang N/M boleh call bagitau baru bangun tido. Pergh baran gila. Kitorang tunggu dia tiba sampai pukul 10. Celaka tol. Janji memang jenis janji tamil! Yang makin cik membara tu he acted like nothing happened, as if he's hasn't sin. What the fuck la oi?!

So I drive all the way to Sepang. Plan nak straight terus without stopping sebab minyak kereta dan perut semua dah isi full tank tapi disebabkan budak tamil N/M ni, nak dekat 4 kali kitorang stop. Nak berak la, nak cari ATM la, nak berak lagi la. Angin betul cik satu badan.

Because of him, cik terlepas nak tengok 125cc ngan 250cc punya race. Mau taknya, sampai pukul 2 petang. Nak jumpa borak2 ngan F/S pun tak sempat. Tapi at least bila dah sampai SIC cik takder la baran lagi. Terus cool down walaupun cuaca panas membakar kulit.

Yang buat cik terus cool macam ais bila CJ call. Hehehe, hebatnya kuasa dia. Kagum betul cik.

So overall memang cik enjoy the race. Around 4pm race tamat and kitorang terus blah sebab nak elakkan kesesakan trafik (sorry gr8sk8rgal tak sempat nak jumpa you too). From SIC kitorang cari makan di Alamanda. Hehe, apa lagi cik pun tak lepaskan peluang shopping di Esprit. Habis cik borong satu kedai (tipu la tu)

Kitorang bertolak balik dari Alamanda pukul 7. Kali ni stop untuk isi minyak jer sebab N/M dah tak ada. Dia dan A/N cik tinggalkan di Alamanda. hehehehe

Cik sampai rumah around 11pm gak. So sempatlah nak tengok Brazilian GP (Kimi wins WDC!!)


p/s: CJ called again later that night. From ice to total melt down. Ahaksss...

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emotional distress

He's no longer missing/lost without a trace. At least he has fulfilled his promises for now. Maybe in two weeks time he'll be gone again though. Cross my finger that it wasn't because of what I did.

Anyway, for no apparent reason I was in an emotional distress yesterday. I woke up to a sore body and a trouble mind.

I cried a lot too.

Which something that I am not used to.

I cried because I miss my grandad.

I cried because for the first time I learn how it feels to really miss somebody.

I cried because I wish some misunderstanding can be rectified.

I cried because I realized I need an intervention.

But I cried the hardest because I know what I am getting myself in to but am helpless to do anything about it.

... I guess I was lying about the 'no apparent reason'.

Gosh I really need some good sleep. I only slept for one hour last night and I need to drive all the way to Sepang and back again today. Then have to stay up for the Brazilian GP (Go Alonso! Go!) before commit myself to pitstop. Which mean I only have around 2 hours worth of sleep tomorrow since I'll be off picking up my son (yes I'm gonna be a mom!) at 7am.

p/s: I'll be composed as usual for today's trip. Just a minor glitch in my life so don't make that face, CJ.

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Hilang tanpa pesan

Jauh perjalanan
Mencari intan pujaan
Aduhai dimana Tuan
Mengapa pergi tanpa pamitan

Lembah kuturuni
Bukit nan tinggi kudaki
Aduhai tak kunjung jumpa
Mengapa hilang tak tentu rimba

Laut hempaskanku padanya
Bintang tunjukkan arah
Oh angin bisikanlah mana dia

Hati cemas bimbang
Harapan timbul tenggelam
Aduhai permata hati
Mungkinkah kelak bersua lagi



p/s: Not another broken promises, eh dear?

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5 centimeters per second

5 centimeters per second, that's the speed at which cherry blossom fall.

One of the most romantic film I had ever seen. It is a pretty much serious story about two people, Tono Takaki and Shinohara Akari who had been friends since primary school but gradually grow farther apart as time moves on.

They were practically inseparable when they were kids but they become separated when Akari's family moves away. Their deep feelings for each other keep them continue to stay in touch through letters.

But as life continues to unfold, they wonder if they would have the chance to meet again. So one day Takaki decides to visit Akari before he himself moves away to Tanegashima with his family which would mean that they'll be farther apart.

On the day of the visit, snow begin to fall. This caused delays for the train that Takaki boarded. They were supposed to meet at 6pm but because of the delay, it wasn't until almost 10pm that Takaki finally arrived at the designated station. On his way, when the clock passes 6pm, Takaki wishes that Akari will not wait for him but in his heart he longs to meet her.

So when he reached the station, Akari was there, still waiting patiently for him. This then begins the part where I think touches me the most. The love they had for each other and the realization that they probably could have never meet again makes me feel quite melancholy.

Anyway this is only the first part of the film, Ōkashō. The film consists of three segments. I let you guys explore the other two episodes of Cosmonaut and Byōsoku 5 Centimeter yourself.

I absolutely love it.

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