Aku no Hana

It has been a while I got this excited for an anime. In fact, I can't remember the last anime that got me all worked out like this. Needless to say, I think Aku no Hana is a very awesome anime. I definitely recommended it to everyone.

A Year Older: Again

It’s that day when I got another level up in life. I’m turning a year older again today. So many things have changed in a course of a year. I read what I wrote on my birthday last year and I almost choked with laughter at how ridiculous everything sounds.

Goodbye 2012 and Hallo 2013

So overall, year 2012 has indeed been kinder to me. I have achieved what I set out to achieve but most importantly, I unexpectedly found love which is easily the highlight of the year for me.

Light Writings: Love II

I need an outlet to express how I feel nowadays. To be honest, things are going too good for me at the moment to the point that I am sort of living in fear for I do not want these extremely good feelings, and the love I have for him to end. If all these are gone tomorrow, there is a big probability that I might lose sanity.

Light Writings: Crush II

Welp, looks like we are having this conversation again after so many years. Well 2 years and 3 months to be exact. The last time I wrote about my crush, I was in a different state of mind where I know it can be nothing more than just that, a crush.

04 January 2009

Light Writing: A Poetry ~ Dude

Right. There is no delaying it anymore. I just have to do this to get it out of my chest, and preventing it from continuously taking the back seat inside my already crazy mind.

So yeah, the start of new year are not that great for me. Actually, that was an understatement.

The start of new year was actually so fucked up, I don't even know where to begin to pick myself up again.

Can you hear that unidentified sound? Yeah, that's the sound of me smashing my head on the wall. It's a miracle that it has not crack open yet. T__T

Am I really so laid back that I came across as a person who does not fucking care about anything?

*take a deep breath*

Dude, I do feel pain. I am just better at hiding it than most people. Called me guarded or whatever. It just how I operated.

Dude, I fucking bleed. I am just better at bandaging it up and act as if it will not leave a scar. It fucking will. I just don't want you to be worried.

Dude, I do get mad. It just that I know how fucking ugly I can be if I do. This fucking journal is a proof for that. So I'm sorry.

Dude, I do have a heart. It just that I keep it in a glass tank so when it does break, I will not miss any of the pieces so that I can be whole again.

Dude, I do crave happiness. I am human. If I am to be blamed for that, screw you. Oh wait, you already did.

Dude, bottom line is, I.FUCKING.CARE.

I have made my decision so you know what your next course of action is. Best of luck.

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